i bet you're smiling now.
because now you know i still miss you.
your voice slithers
ready to addict at the drop of a telephone call.
crossed myself inumerable times.
why won't you get out of me?
i asked the stars.
they fell all over us that night.
did you feel my kisses?
momentarily, you were a priest: sanctified, purified.
drowning me in holy water.

if only you were not such a filty filthy sinner,
you would have killed me!

you make me sick
you make me hate.
you make me ugly.
ending my perfection, you aesthetic feind.
an excuse to stop the love.

how is it so simple?
i live for complexity.
you live to manipulate.
we are one and the same.
come to your senses and dress me up in stars and dreams and words again.
i will justify your existance.